what even are cats
whenever i have those brutal searing being-dissolved-from-inside period cramps during school or work i pretend i am a viking warlord who has been stabbed in the abdomen but i killed the assailant so i’m the only one who knows im injured and i have to carry on normally til the end of the battle to keep up my mens morale
this is good
Gonna adopt this method of dealing
Seriously. Fuck you right to fucking hell. You have made me feel worthless time and time again. Do you understand you’re the reason I have “mommy issues”? Do you understand you’re the reason I have the hardest time opening up to people, because I feel like I’m worthless and not worth their time? Even though the majority of my problems are serious? Fuck you for calling me a liar. Fuck you for not believing me. Fuck you for making me feel like a failure, because I can’t control the nightmares I have about dad. Fuck you for saying I don’t actually have them. What the hell do you know? I am a theatre major, Mom. The worst thing that happens in the theatre? I see someone naked. YOU’RE A FUCKIN NURSE. YOU SEE PEOPLE DIE IN FRONT OF YOU ALL THE FUCKIN TIME. I DON’T SEE THAT SHIT. But no, according to you- that isn’t supposed to bother me! Nope! Seeing my father drop died right in front of my eyes is something I see on a normal basis! Yup! You sure are right!
Fuck you mom. Fuck you for causing a panic attack. Fuck you for saying I’m a liar. See if I ever fucking try to tell you anything ever again. Fuck you for making me feel like anyone I opened up to about dad was a mistake. Fuck you for making me feel like a mistake. Fuck you.